Its a holly merry...

funny, the closer Christmas seems to get, the farther away from everyone i love i feel. all i wanted was to share what i was feeling and it seems all i do is alienate people. ironic really since I do everything to do the opposite. i find it amusing that having them near means to not. again an irony every lonely soul needs to contend with. Well I tell you what, I no longer want to be that lonely soul!